Feel Good Stuff

Ok so there's this guy and we met so oddly...known for years sorta and just one day said "Hey...wanna grab a drink?" while down at the beach visiting family and from that day its been a total crazy-good mess and after each adventure we have I keep saying, "Yep...that's one for the grandkids" This is a great feeling. I don't think I've ever used that phrase with anyone like I knew there was never going to be a future with anyone else but him. So odd...like a warm bubbly, fuzzy feeling in my tummy but such a soothing calm in my mind. Of course cynical me will not allow myself to think about it more than this because it seems though that every time I think something is going good it turns to shit so I"m going to ride the wave and let things go as they may. I've spent way too much time on the beach since my last wave turned into a typhoon....yep nothing but hurricanes and other strange depressions  in the Gulf of Summerness...but I"m looking at blue skies and clear weather right now. Life is good.